When the waters encased
my thoughts, my sight
all rolled up in my blue sky ball
where we once colored our lives
together,

I thought, I saw you floating
along the bottom swells, the seaweed
entangling in my hands as they met yours
while we, if we, made love like we used to do
when we, back then we, how we loved
one another, it felt right, so right
it filled the day, with flashes of the night sky
showing me your skin in strobe-light fashion,

While the waters flowed, when the sky drifted along
and my love for you was endless, lacking corners
or, definitions of boundaries, allowing freedom
disavowing the thought of leaving you, leaving me,
Allowing me to dive, in perfect knife-like form
cutting away the ties, those that bound us
setting us adrift,

Away from you
never my intention, dearest
never, being the word that separates us now
searching always for the one idea
the one ideal, bringing you back
to me again,
How can I see you again
Why can’t I find you again
Again?